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Ok ..I self declare myself hooked on Korean Dramas and movies now .. Thanks to Ms Dynamite who started me off on Princess Hours..

My current obsession?? 200 Pounds Beauty..romantic comedy that touches on inner beauty and self confidence... Just the rite movie when I am feeling down?? Mebbe..mebbe not..

I just love the Korean version of Maria originally by Blondie ..Enjoy the video...

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Wistful for Love
12:23 AM |

They are all that matters now...we dun anymore ...

For a moment I forgot who I was and where I stood and started again on my ridiculous dreams and requests..I forgot these wishes were forever out of my reach .. I forgot I had accepted the life I am leading now with only my own willingness and have to pay for the price of my choice..

Forgive me ...becos for a moment there, I tried to make these wishes come true.. I forgot to stop dreaming ...

Wistful for Love
4:08 PM |

It doesn't seem like me but when the situation arises that you need to be there for someone, to be the one they ask for opinions and advise, you summon your memories, be it good or bad.. you tell them wateva u feel based on your own experience whenever possible.

nobody wants bad experiences in life lah but there is where we learn, grow and develop our character .. kita ni manusia merancang yg terbaik dlm hidup kita tapi Tuhan yg menentukan.even if you feel this is your retribution, dun fret atau mengeluh about it ... instead, make it work ..if not for yourself but for your loved ones.

we are given challenges to test kekuatan iman kita n our endurance .. at times the tests reli seems too much for us to handle but Allah reli won't test us beyond our means. He knows you are strong enuff to face His challenges.It's up to you how you face it and how you summon your Faith to overcome it ..

When we do overcome them, the satisfaction is reli overwhelming. But rasa bersyukur that it's all over and done with and that you suddenly feel glad you made it, it's all worth it. Everything happens for a reason.. A reason written longgggg before this earth even existed.

I ever saw a rainbow.. and tot, when will my rainbow come? For I felt that i have been thru too much rain..so much so that I was so soaked in my own emotions and problems I simply wasn't able to see beyond it and see that my rainbow was there after all, just waiting for me to notice.

Mebbe rite now I am sitting atop my rainbow, the rainbow I had chased for so long. Am I truly happy now? Sadly not truly.. for now that I am rite on top, I see others in the rain, struggling to find their rainbow just like I once was.I wish now that I was there with them to guide n help them see their rainbow. But alas, from where I am, I can only help from afar. I wish this is enuff but I know it is not.

I wanna reach out but the length of my arms can only extend that far. I hope that they too, will soon realize that. That no matter how many hands reach out to help, its only your own that will grab your rainbow becos that rainbow will belong to you and only you.

Wistful for Love
11:25 AM |