I've once said I pray hard that those close to me and whom I love so dearly will never have to go thru what I have gone thru. It was hard enuf for me to struggle thru life then . Now, I am helplessly watching 2 of my closest frens going thru what I have gone thru ... God! it rekindles bad memories and hurt. Its even more worst cos I have been there n done that so I know exactly how they feel. Its as tho I m going thru everything all over again..I feel so helpless .. I wish I can do more than just give them my moral support n try my best to be there for them at all times. I can't sleep at nite thinking abt them. One of them told me mine wasn't tat bad compared to her plight now. Well, my fren mebbe to you but I have gone thru exactly what you are going thru now. mebbe worst but my fate seems to have changed and I am grateful for that.I look at them and my tears wanna flow but I need to be strong for them too. Just as they need to be strong for themselves. Cos no matter how many frens there are ard you, you are the one facing the problems. You go back alone to the house that you dread going home to. So be strong. if not for yourselves, for the lil ones who love you. Cos no matter how much advise and opinions people give you, the decision is still up to you. Be prepared to face wateva consequences your decision will result in. Its your life, its up to you to change it. But even if u do decide to grin n bear it, u know we will always be here for u.Doa mereka yg dianiya tu akan dikabulkan Tuhan. InsyAllah. Pray everyday every min in your heart for His guidance, for Him to give you strength. Thats wat I did. Alhamdulillah .. everything seems fine now.
Wistful for Love
12:47 PM
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Its been a month since my birthday has passed. Wasn't expecting anything when I asked hubby along for late nite shopping last Sat. He immediately went to the Camera section and asked me to choose which ones I liked. Was torn btw the Oly and Sony. Upon hubby's insistence, I chose this:
But I sayang my Oly which is now lying quietly in my new wardrobe. haiz.. A new battery pack would have done the trick I guess..Anyways thanks hubby for the gift. I loike very much ...Guess which colour I chose??
Yahooo!! I can finally relive my cam whoring days!!!
Wistful for Love
12:59 PM
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Happy birthday hubby!!! May you be blessed with all of life's best and happiness... Also a birthday shoutout to my good buddy Izan.Happy birthday babe!!!
I tot I would be more free to update regularly but I was wrong. Work is piling up everyday except for today miraculously ... mebbe cos the Canon project has been temporarily suspended.A good thing?? May not be ... now my sales are fighting hard to regain this project. Even my MD n GM are personally involved now. Lucky I am not the one who screwed it up ...
Anyways, I am suffering from boredom at work .. used to be able to pass the time by chatting with the mummies but now that MSN has been banned, I am my wits end.. Frens, if you pity me, go and download Skype and chat with me lah ...uwahhh..pathetic eh?? erkekekek
I haven't been logging into Multiply either so I am pretty sure I missed out on a lot of stuff ... Haiz .. still waiting for the reno to be completed. Classic Ideas Reno co sucks big time .. my MIL was saying, why never take the companies that advert on TV?? I say ya lar ... this one TV one lor!! Dun mean they are on TV they are good ok .. even Hijrah Kindergarten that actively adverts and sponsors Krayon suck big time... Has the money to sponsor the show but never pay the transport co their due. To think every month we pay the bus fees faithfully..
Overwhelmed with so many things rite now but overall, I am happy ... new situations bring forth new probs .. haiz takde duit lain probs bila dah ada duit lain probs plak yg mendtg seh .. I dunno lah .. I am at a loss ...I just believe that my trust and faith in my fren will not proof me wrong no matter what hubby or people say ..
Wistful for Love
12:18 PM
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So I have gone missing for sometime now.. it's a longggg story which I will relate later ...As for now, certain parts of my life is getting better and I am, Alhamdullillah happier.But there are certain parts that are getting worst and I really can't bear to face it anymore.Not having much choices, I have to grin and bear it for at least another 8 months. Life is now miserable at work and terribly boring. I am much more busy with the new Canon project which somehow became my "Baby". It's made even more worst with the company blocking all means of MSN chats. Haiz bosan sungguh hidup ku ... The idiots dun know that I dun just use MSN for chatting with my frens but also for me to liase with certain customers and koligs so that we can cut down on the phone calls which can be stressful for us.. What to do? I'll stop for now but it seems I might be updating quite regularly here now. If anyone ever drops by ehre anymore that is hehehehe ..
Wistful for Love
4:38 PM
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