I'm missing youHave you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.
My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again.
All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me with
all of your charms.
Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,
it all belonged to you!
It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we kissed.
I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're ok.
I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place in my heart.
PS This is written by Camar Putih.**Non Blogger*
Touched me deep inside for I'm feeling sentimental today.Was at a shopping ctr while my dear frens shopped when I suddenly missed hubby so much. I felt like hugging n kissing rite there and then.I smsed him, earlier in the Nel train on the way to meet my gfs, how much I loved him and he replied. His words touched me and rite there in the train my tears flowed freely down my cheers.My chest swelled and I felt so sad all of a sudden.Ignoring, the strange looks the other passengers gave me, I kept on reading hubby's sms over n over. And I remembered why I fell in love with him in the first place and how after I met him no other guy,no matter how good looking nor wealthy nor witty had a managed to budge me from loving hubby. Yes hubby may not be the best looking guy around the block, may not be witty nor is he perfect. But he is my hubby and I love him so much. Life isn't easy for us, yet I am happy just being by his side.
On another note,I dunno.. seems like nothing is going rite.The path that I have nvr taken is also unaccessible to me. I'm at a dead end.Yet I must force myself to go thru tat dead end and somehow find a road that no matter what I must take. Sigh..When will the road I choose lead to a life which I have always wanted?At my wits end for I really am lost ... so lost that I just can't make the sunshine after the rain.Will there ever be sunshine in my life?Or will the downpour never stop?
Wistful for Love
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