A whole new me? well mebbe a headful new me?? Hehe Makeover completed ... well almost .. wat is the last part?? Ahh see for yourself ok?? For now I am tired for I have been busy the past few days.. I shall let the pics do the telling ok!!
To know more about what I've been up to. click here.
Wistful for Love
5:28 PM
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Rusyaidi Syakir will be a month old this Sunday. Time flies man.. haiyah as he gets older time for me to return to work nears .. malas nyer nak kejeeee!! uwahh..aniwaes I have been trying hard to get a pic of Aidi smiling and yet failed each time. This photo was snapped by Apit in the nick of time hehe..ada tokoh jadi professional photographer anak aku sorang ni ..
BTW,I received this about my horoscope in the email from
her.hehe how true is it?? must go ask my hubby already ..
TAURUS
Aggressive.
Freak in bed.
Rare to find.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremly outgoing.
Outstanding kisser.
Wistful for Love
12:55 PM
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It's been nothing but heartache ... I dunno how much more I can take..It's over for now .. all is at peace again .. but I dunno if I can take another blow..I dunno if it's another still before the storm.. I am at the egde .. you almost pushed me over it .. Be thankful I didn't ...
Finger pointing is not up my alley. For a fren told me a finger points at me but 4 fingers back at you...I have chosen the path in which I now have to walk down... Sorry seems to be the hardest words..This is Sheryl Crow's song but hey it dun apply to you.. its the easiest word for you to say.. up to a point it no longer carries any meaning for me..
I dun know why I am still around .. I really wonder why .. I dun see any reason why I should stay but I am tied down by so many emotions .. I am begging you ... Dun give me anymore reason to go ..
Wistful for Love
11:24 PM
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Only If Ure In Love.....
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
Hmm I wonder how many guys actually does these things? And I wonder how many ladies found such a guy? I know I haven't...Hey dun laff ok.. It's true..Ladies need to be constantly told how much u love them.. I envy the lady who finds such a guy...sighhhh..
Wistful for Love
11:18 PM
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Arghhh Ibu wat happened?? You lost your HP?? poor ibu ...never mind, come I cheer u up..See my mentel face..we take photo together ok??
Ibu and me...Oh now Ibu still sad over her lost but she got new HP and new no oredi ...those who need her HP pls msn her ..BTW, Ibu's makeover mission II acomplished!! Nice or not?? hehe...
Wistful for Love
11:45 PM
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It was one of the happiest day of my life ... I enjoyed myself and the company. It's been a longgggg time since I did that ... Hoping for more happy days to come..
It was also a sad day cos I lost my HP!! I just bought about a mth back man!!! Shit!! What luck ..I dropped it in the cab!! So frens ..I am uncontactable unless I am on MSN..uwahhh
Betui jugak kata org tua agaknyer.. jgn terlalu gembira nanti in the end mengangis... uwahhhh
Saper ada HP spare to loan me??? uwahhh
Wistful for Love
11:25 PM
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I have decided... mebbe its not a perm one but for now thats the only step I can afford to take.. I am not strong enuff for now... I need an aphrosidiac ..(mcm salah jek aku spell ni??hehe)
I guess we shall be staying out of each other's way huh? It is the best for now... Kau buat lah hal kau .. aku buat hal aku .. Wat a drama we are in.. We put on masks in front of each other, yet once the mask is off, we barely recognise each other ... You want this kinda lifestyle?? Well, suits you.. I will accomodate ..
As for me, I am no longer putting myself down for you.. I wanna enjoy myself and let my hair down .. The Nanie you once knew will wither away slowly .. The new Nanie you might not like but hey the decision was made by u. I tried to be the best I could be for you... still I never was good enuff for you..I am tired of always making an effort only to be pushed away by you.. Hey, it ain't my lost darling ... it's yours..
It's sad we turned out this way.I guess life is written as such .. Lets just make the best out of it.Wateva we have will only remain in name...
Wistful for Love
4:12 PM
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Allah is really great .. again He has shown me wat you have been doing behind my back .. Sepandai pandai tupai melompat akhirnyer jatuh jua ke tanah ... It's a totally different life and person I discovered...Not the same person I tot I knew all this while... It's is sad ..so sad... Yet it is an eye opener for me.. yes it really is..
I dunno wat to say or think anymore... I dun know if I even care anymore... Should I care? Why should I? You give me a Fucking solid reason why I should care?! Mebbe our journey should end here and now.. The journey is too tough...I have beared wif everything under the sun... My skin is burnt raw from all that heat.You are burning me alive...
Gosh I dun know how I survive all this while and am even more intrigued how I am to survive the rest of the journey... Ya Allah kau berilah aku kekuatan...
Wistful for Love
2:23 AM
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Makeover mission part 1...Accompllished..pictures courtesy of Apit
Next mission... on Tuesday insyAllah ... hehe
Wistful for Love
9:16 PM
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It's been a long time since I really went out and let my hair down..Met with the ladies on Friday and enjoyed myself thoroughly.Met Charm for the first time, such a sweet lady hehe..
Went for dinner at the Esplanade,watched the beautiful fireworks and karaoked our lungs out..Reached home only at 5am..phew.. the last time I went out so late was erm .. phewww I think during my engagement time..heheh
For more photos click
here and
here
Thanks ladies I had fun.We'll do it again soon ya?For now, I am on a makeover mission.*Winks at marcie*hehehe
Wistful for Love
1:36 PM
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Rusyaidi Syakir will be a month old this Sunday. Time flies man.. haiyah as he gets older time for me to return to work nears .. malas nyer nak kejeeee!! uwahh..aniwaes I have been trying hard to get a pic of Aidi smiling and yet failed each time. This photo was snapped by Apit in the nick of time hehe..ada tokoh jadi professional photographer anak aku sorang ni ..
