Sunday, January 15

I've always wondered what is it that I lack. Emotionally lacking?? Physically I know there are many areas I am really lacking in ...but that has never been a real issue to me...

It has taken me so many years to try and rebuild the trust yet time and again you break it,Not only trust, you break my heart too.Each time so deeply the wounds never really heal. People see me as strong but they dun know how lonely I am.The scars are still so fresh yet you give me another.

A strong front I put up yet I've lost the count of the times I cried myself to sleep.I sometimes wonder it this is all worth it. At this point of time, I had tot I was way beyond the point of caring anymore yet I get so hurt and so emotional over what I discovered. Pregnancy hormones you say?? Mebbe....

Or mebbe it's just a woman's instinct eh?? So far it hasn't let me down.Has it this time??

Wistful for Love
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