Tis the season to be jolly..tralalalalalalala...Tis the season to be giving tralalallalalala..Dec, like Yanni said is a season of celebrations and giving. Not only for Chrsitians celebrating Christmas but for all as everyone receives a bonus from the company be it little or big...
The wives get nice pressies from loving hubbies... I can only be an onlooker and be envious of my frens.. I too shall be very giving when my bonus comes.. Giving away my bonus to the numerous bills,debts and instalments that are long overdue. Saving a big part of it for my delivery next year too... So I won't get much stuff I have been eyeing.. Actually there's really nothing much I wanna buy cos I feel I am contented with wat I have now. Hehehe Better for me to settle wateva I can so that when I deliver next year I dun haf to stress myself out thinking about unsettled bills!!
Oh .. anyways I will be getting a hefty amount of shopping voucher from my company so I will have my fair share of shopping too!!! hehehe I just realised that 8 months into my pregnancy I haven't bought anything at all for lil one... kesian dia.. When I was preggy with Apit, I had started shopping as early as 5months..Anyways, Apit's baby clothes and essentials are still in good condition so there's nothing much for me to buy.. Mebbe I will get lil one some nice new clothes ..
8 months into my pregnancy,I have now started to really feel the toll of being pregnant on my body.With my weight being so heavy, legs have swollen up, hands are now numb frequently. I can't stand for too long else my legs ache. I can't sit for too long else my back will ache like it'll break into half at anytime. I have been sitting at an awkward angle at work just to ease the pain. I can't sleep well at nite and have this great pain in the pelvic area due to a symptom called Posterior Pelvic Pain. It causes me great pain and I cry in my sleep.I get angry easily and snap at anyone who provokes with even the slightest thing. Sigh...
Mebbe I should cut down on going out so often and rest more at home.I can then spend more time with Apit during his school holidays and before baby arrives.. sigh .. rewel nah lah aku ni .. at times it is suffocating not being able to be able to do what I want to do as n when I want to..i am suddenly depressed over my clumsy bloated overweight body and feel as if I want this baby out rite this very instant.... apa lah kena ngan aku ni eh.. pregnancy blues agaknyer .. hehe
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