Thursday, December 29



Am too tired to upload photos and events of the weekend.Will do so later when I have the energy and mood.

Went for my antenatal check up on Tuesday. So gynae says wah your baby is big ah?? I was like huh?? The previous time the MO say small? Well, he says its definitely a LOT bigger now. Look at your huge tummy. I tot its only fats? he laugh and pokes rite at the top of my tummy.See!! Here is your baby.Can't be small rite?? I was stupefied. That big?? Can't be ah?? VBAC smaller chance liao?? Now he has got me scared... aiyohh.... never mind I will try my best for VBAC ..wats important is that baby is healthy and well.. And I just pray so hard I will have a smooth delivery.

I am nearing 35th week of pregnancy. 5 more weeks to go. Currently I am having very bad mood swings. It hurts whenever I do anything . When I walk or stand or sit or lie down.My legs feel like jelly. I get so bored when I try to stay at home and rest yet when I go out, I get tired so easily. Sigh the downs of pregnancy.. A part of me wishes baby can come out now.. a part of me hopes it waits till the rite time ...

I have been having bad mood swings.. so bad my temper changes in a minute. Sigh I feel so drained out. The only thing that makes me happy nowadays is looking at Apit's face and hearing his lively chatter. He keeps saying Apit sayang adik ... sayang baby ..Ni Abang Apit tau ibu.. hehe so sweet .. he evens wants to sleep with baby.. so he sleeps near my tummy hugging my tummy ... But even so, he is now away at his Nyai's and I am missing him badly...

I hate this up and down feeling...


Wistful for Love
10:22 AM
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Friday, December 23



I finally had my fair share of shopping too!!! Yippeee..so now I shall let the pictures do the talking ok...

Baby shopping part 1



Baby shopping part 2


Juice blender for mum and BBQ Steamboat for hubby


And of cos something for my precious son.

Although I did not really get anything for myself,I feel so fulfilled I got to buy stuff for my family.I had this sense of cententment walking around Orchard with the whole family.Mum in the wheelchair and me n hubby strolling while holding Apit's hands.

Yet, that is not the end of the story.Today I shall continue my shoopping saga after work.Oh,baby's stroller and rocker shall be delivered by the good people of Isetan by next week!! Oohhh now I am feeling the excitement of baby's arrival!! Yippeee..

Now, I wonder what I shall buy today??



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2:03 PM
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Wednesday, December 21



Arghhh!! I've been hit!!! Hit by what u may ask?? By the RWB!! Real Woman Bug!!! I suddenly find myself getting more vain .. kalau kat dlm ni girl understand gaks seh ... sigh apa lah kena ngan aku .. I buy earrings on impluse, make up and even pretty blouses for my post natal wear!!! Omigod someone help me!!!

My impulse online buys!!!



After our usualy treat of Gelare ice cream n waffles, we headed down for some real yummy food!! Pizza,popiah n Soon kueh!! yummmyy!! We were so full I felt like a Marshmellow man!! khekhekhe..wonder wat else will come up next week ..

Neways, can't wait for my shopping spree tomorrow!! Hmm tonite must really sit down and ponder what I shall buy tomorrow?? Wonder if hubby is in the mood to surprise me with any pressies?? khekheke Orang nk TV baru dia pon nak TV baru ... kwa kwa kwa.. well, I am only human!!And never turn down an offer from the hubby!!! Rite ladies????



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2:00 PM
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Friday, December 16



Tis the season to be jolly..tralalalalalalala...Tis the season to be giving tralalallalalala..Dec, like Yanni said is a season of celebrations and giving. Not only for Chrsitians celebrating Christmas but for all as everyone receives a bonus from the company be it little or big...

The wives get nice pressies from loving hubbies... I can only be an onlooker and be envious of my frens.. I too shall be very giving when my bonus comes.. Giving away my bonus to the numerous bills,debts and instalments that are long overdue. Saving a big part of it for my delivery next year too... So I won't get much stuff I have been eyeing.. Actually there's really nothing much I wanna buy cos I feel I am contented with wat I have now. Hehehe Better for me to settle wateva I can so that when I deliver next year I dun haf to stress myself out thinking about unsettled bills!!

Oh .. anyways I will be getting a hefty amount of shopping voucher from my company so I will have my fair share of shopping too!!! hehehe I just realised that 8 months into my pregnancy I haven't bought anything at all for lil one... kesian dia.. When I was preggy with Apit, I had started shopping as early as 5months..Anyways, Apit's baby clothes and essentials are still in good condition so there's nothing much for me to buy.. Mebbe I will get lil one some nice new clothes ..

8 months into my pregnancy,I have now started to really feel the toll of being pregnant on my body.With my weight being so heavy, legs have swollen up, hands are now numb frequently. I can't stand for too long else my legs ache. I can't sit for too long else my back will ache like it'll break into half at anytime. I have been sitting at an awkward angle at work just to ease the pain. I can't sleep well at nite and have this great pain in the pelvic area due to a symptom called Posterior Pelvic Pain. It causes me great pain and I cry in my sleep.I get angry easily and snap at anyone who provokes with even the slightest thing. Sigh...

Mebbe I should cut down on going out so often and rest more at home.I can then spend more time with Apit during his school holidays and before baby arrives.. sigh .. rewel nah lah aku ni .. at times it is suffocating not being able to be able to do what I want to do as n when I want to..i am suddenly depressed over my clumsy bloated overweight body and feel as if I want this baby out rite this very instant.... apa lah kena ngan aku ni eh.. pregnancy blues agaknyer .. hehe


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12:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 14



Like every other Tuesday, the mummies met up for our weekly intake of fats hehehe ..This week its a lil diff. We were celebrating marcie's birthday..belated of cos!!

Lotsa fun with a turnout we didn't expect..Even some of the school mates we havent met for a long time came!! Fuyoooo powerrrr!!After dinner at Popeyes we headed down to Swensens for dessert.. We had pre ordered the cake for marcie as a surprise and before our order intake of Banana Crumble and Giant Earthquake, we hit her with a Birthday song!!! Hope you had fun marcie!! The mummies were having so much fun everyone forgot the time and was wayy over the curfew when we finally headed home!!

For more photos click here

So who says we need a "Nokia Connector" to meet up wif old frens and haf loads of fun?? I think we did a lot better without one!! kwa kwa kwa .. U are not indispensable U know!Humph!!


Wistful for Love
1:16 PM
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Saturday, December 10





Last week it was her birthday.Today it is HER birthday!!!!!Happy birthday marcie!!!!!May this year be a better one for you and may all your dreams come true...Can't wait for Tuesday!!!





And her lil princess is a month old today!!!!!




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9:36 AM
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Friday, December 9



I just lost a whole post...sigh..ni yg malas ni nak update!! bingits.. nevermind let the pictures do the talking ah!!

Our Tuesdays Obsession!!


Sha n Isaac joined us!!


Hubby's object of obsession!!!


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10:06 PM
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Monday, December 5



Wat better way to end your day than having a relaxed chit chat wif a good fren over a cup of coffee??met up wif marcie and her lil princess.. sat at Starbucks for a drink and just chit chat..Saira is filling up rather nicely..and she was so sweet.. I saw her smile wif her lil dimple ..the way she smiled, sigh cair gue!!!Then did some retail theraphy ... oh dun think too far!! eye retail only hor!! with a lil purchase here n there lah heheh..

Walked around and was about to go back but i felt like eating again so had some mashed pototoes wif a cup of ice lemon tea and continued chatting...It may haf been just the 3 of us , Saira inclusive of cos but I had fun lah ...Saw someone talking to the tummy!! Imagine that ..and she's not even preggy ok!! She recieved funny looks from strangers ..alamak pecah perut lah!!!! khekhekhe ..somemore can act like gangster seh!! Isk tak malu betul lah budak tu!! khekhekhe..

Neways, planned an outing for the Dec babes... can't wait for next week!! Lady frens, please mark a date on your calendar for next Tuesday ok!! We are gonna go haf fun!! hmmm wat shall I wear?? make up??? me ?? nanie in make up?? khekhekhe ok we shall see shall we??? jeng jeng jeng ...


Wistful for Love
11:59 PM
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Saturday, December 3



It's a Saturday and I'm cooped up at home... well, not exactly.. had to work today.Finished rather early and went home to rush to Apit's school at Punggol 17th Ave.. Sigh I regret enrolling him in that school.. the teachers and curriculum are ok lah but the school systems sucks BIG TIME man!!No school Uniform since he entered in July..and wateva we paid for like year end photos also never received.sigh ...I guess next year will be his last year in that school... I will definitely look for a different school when he enters K1!!

Wanted to bring Apit to see Chicken Little but he was so cranky as he have not had his nap yet so we went home.Hubby haven't slept either since he came back from nite shift.So while both of them had their naps, I went to Sheng siong for my monthly grocery shopping.Was waiting for a cab home when hubby smsed me saying Apit was crying badly looking for me.. Dah lah ngan barang berat berat, takde cab.. rushed home and consoled Apit.The moment he saw me he smiled and was saying in an accusing voice"Tadi Apit ngangis ..carik Ibu.. abih Apit bangon Ibu takde!!" ohh my poor baby .. never mind tomolo we shall go out ok darling. He wanted my full attention after that demanding I carry him to the toilet for his bath and then to the room to clothe him...afterwhich i laid in his bed with him while he played with his lorries and finally fell asleep.Aduhh pinggang gue dah mcm nak patah seh ..

It seems like he is getting more clingy and cranky as I get nearer to my due date. My MIL it was becos of pembawaan budak.. Sigh I sure hope so ..cos if he is still like this after I give birth..sigh bleh jadi gila gue...Gosh I am already 31 weeks ahead..!! It's just a matter of a few more weeks till my cosy lil family of 3 becomes 4!! Ohh I am so excited yet scared of the changes...InsyAllah things will turn out fine..

And now, a special shout out to a birthday babe!!!



Happy birthday babe! May all your wishes come true and may all that you have dreamt of be realized.


Wistful for Love
11:33 PM
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