Someone said she believes in Karma.. me?? I believe that what goes around comes around.. I have always believed "Don't do unto others what you dun want others to do unto you." I have not done anything bad to people yet things keep happening to me.. Dah jatuh ditimpa tangga. As if I dun have enuff on my mind, I have to encounter being played out by a close long time fren.
I believe in Allah's Mightiness and also believe retribution does not wait for Kiamat to be sentenced out.
I have been trying my best to be a good fren to all ..yet this is what I get. Yes, I am farking pissed off.. all the stories you have told others not only about me but about your other frens... We know your "lubang" now and let me tell you how very dissapointed we are.Especially me, your so called long term fren.It hurts so deep. If I were to follow my emotions now, I would either call you up,if you were to pick up the phone in the first place, and scold you with all the vulgarities known in all the languages in the world. Or I would meet you and have it out.But considering my present situation,I can't do that. Just being so angry at you, baby has been getting worked up the past few days..
I will let it be for now and dun wanna tok about it anymore. But be forewarned, I have not forgotten neither have I forgiven. It's a small world and the circle of frens you have entertwines closely with mine. So one fine day,no matter how you avoid me, we are bound to meet face to face.Till then you have not seen the wrath of my anger. Till then I shall lay low.
To my other concerned true frens, many thanks for your concern and support. It's a wake up call for me , a tight slap in the face when I was already almost awake. To be shown who my real fren really was. To see the true face behind the mask hidden for 14 years. It is Allah's grace to show me or rather us what our "fren" is capable of. It truly is a blessing in disguise. And now we know saper kena dengan saper kan? Whateva happened, no matter between who was just the icing on the cake. After the dust has settled, we found out what you have been doing behind our backs while smiling to us so sweetly.
Let it be known that when wateva happened, I did not take any sides.Choosing to remain neutral for both are my frens. Yet you accuse me of so many things. And choosing to blame others instead of acknowledging your mistake. You are no longer a small young teen stuck in your school days so wake up and grow up will ya! Be responsible for your actions. For now, you will lose your frens one by one...untill you face up to what you have done.
Wistful for Love
1:12 PM
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