I remembered when I was preggy with Apit. Me , another preggy akak and
Ms Dynamite used to nap during our lunch time. This was at the old office where we would switch off the lights and pulled the cushioned chair together to make a bed... I enjoyed those naps as they kept me fresh throughout the day. I guess those naps kept me going throughout my pregnancy. Here in the new office, with the new Deputy General Manager, so many rules to adhere to, things are not as lax as they used to be. So no more napping no more lunching in .. so many no mores... like army camp oredi lah .. But today, I was not feeling well. I went to the docs yesterday was diagnosed with flu and fever but as I had no more MC, I chose to go to work today. Even before 12 noon, I was already feeling the strain of the illness. I put my head down on the table and within seconds was fast asleep. Luckily the DGM wasn't in and the Jap manager didn't say much.. I think my other colleagues knew I wasn't feeling well so they didn't say anything about it.. I am pleasantly surprised as my lunchtime is only at 1PM mind you.. so the almost an hour nap did me good cos now I feel so much fresher but with a tinge of headache...
I hate the uncertainties of pregnancy where one day I can eat as much as I want to and the next day, I can't eat a single bite... Sigh ... 2nd trimester I am supposed to feel my best .. most energetic yet I feel worst than in my first trimester..hopefully it will get better as days goes by..
There's this pakcik at work who never fails to irritate me whenever I bump into him .His words will always be"nanie, kau ni aku tgk makin hari makin gemuk eh?" Usually, I just take in my stride when people comment on my "wellness" but there comes a point when I will definitely blow my top. So what if I am gaining weight like nobody's business?? What business of yours is it?? I will take in all the fat jokes u say to my face with a pinch of salt but only if you were a good friend of mine who I know really dun mean anything with the mean jokes...I know who I am and wat I look like ...
For the Pakcik pakcik and jantan jantan kepo yg mulut kalahkan mak jujatss... Kalau aku gemuk pon aku tak mintak beras dari kau bila nak makan ! Aku tak pegi rumah kau habiskan lauk pauk kau so just shut up and mind your own bloody business!! Anak bini diri tak terjaga nak jaga tepi kain org!!Aku tido pon peluk laki aku bukan suffocate kau bodoh!!! So there!!! Feel the wrath of my anger!! humphhhh!!
Wistful for Love
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