A rather quiet Monday where I forced myself to work.. feeling damn weak .. still having the ceret beret and still had to run to the toilet after every lil meal or drink so I am very very very shacked...
But I dun wanna miss seeing Baby Isaac for the first time.He is sooooo cute u know ... He was crying fretting but he quieten down the moment I had him in my arms.. Isk he knows he has a "fren" in my tummy mebbe?? But then again hor, he keep quiet when anyone carrys him ..hehe manja .. Mat sensitip and sentimental u noe.. He frowns whenever we "gossip" about him heheh.Yanni and me just can't get enuff of him lah.. Ok enuff said.. Click
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Wistful for Love
10:33 PM
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Sigh the weekend's over just like that.. I had a long weekend cos I was on MC on Friday due to lack of sleep and cough.Friday evening Hubby took me and Apit out to celebrate our 4th wedding anniversary as he promised. To see the photos, click
here.On Saturday woke up early to make the Coconut Blossoms I had promised Yanni to present her for her dotter birthday party later. Things didn't go too well as I seem to lack of many ingredients which I tot I had. But it turned out ok lah still eadible as most guests commented it was nice even tho I personally tot I could do better.Anyways, I didn't take any pictures at all since I wasn't feeling too well and also didn't eat as much as I would have like to. Helped out in the kitchen wherever I could. Now waiting for
marcie to upload the photos.
On Sunday, we just lazed at home as I was feeling really weak from the diarreahea.I ate
too many fresh oysters on Friday. I can't eat anything as I would soon run to the toilet. Now feeling very weak. Still hafta to go work tomolo. If take another day MC kena unpaid oredi.Took Apit to Sengkang Square to the Pasar Malam to buy his toy gun as promised. He adores cars and vehicles but has not a single toy gun. Bought for him a set of Doc's equipment too and he has been checking everyone at home for a good heart rate and giving injections to everyone. After saying everyone is ok, he shoots us with his toy gun.Apa punya doctor ni? Dah inject orang kasi baik dia tembak kasi mati plak!!! hehehe well, that's my boy!
****Congrats to Shayussri and Nazri on the arrival of baby Isaac today at 1516hrs!Will go visit you soon!***
Wistful for Love
8:37 PM
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First of I need to rewind back to Monday's events when me and my cousin ventured on a last minute date to Mediacorp Studios. Rallying together to give support to my cousin who was taking part in Anugerah.. Good luck to you Firuz, May all your hard work pay off and your dreams come true.We will do our best to be there for you each time.
Now back to today, Arts central have been screening a very interesting documentary. They are tracking the progress of 25 babies from pregnancy to the age of 20 yrs old.Currently the documentary is in it's 5th year.Child of our Time had me intrigued. The first episode, the showed how a baby can hear from within the womb which is not something new. I used to let Apit listen to Nasyid, talk to him and sing songs to him.Even hubby talked often to Apit.It was clearly proven true when Apit was born, hubby held him and recited the azan in his ears. Hubby said what amazed him was Apit who was crying loudly then as all newborns do, suddenly quieten down looked up at him and smiled. Hubby cried, something which he doen't often do. Later stage, Apit would quieten down almost immediately when I sing to him or switch on the Nasyid.
Another amazing fact they shown was that babies are capable of thinking even from within the womb!! Did you know that? I was truly fixated with this show. Tonite, they showed babies just minutes out of the womb, freshly born, brought into this world.
Looking at the babies, I suddenly broke down and cried.Call it hormones or wateva. But the babies were so beautiful and fragile. Which suddenly reminded me of the heavy responsibility a baby comes with. How helpless they were yet so armed with love and innocence they melt anyone's heart away.I am nearing my 5th mth of pregnancy, and as each day passes I am reminded of the nearing day which the new baby will arrive.
Our lil family of 3 will turn into a cosy family of 4.I dunno how I will cope. Each day,I do my best to be the best mum I can be to my son.I wonder if what I am doing is rite or wrong. What impact it would have on his life.How he would relate to me as he grows up.
But most importantly,I love my son. He's a gem, a treasure I find hard to imagine has been bestowed to me.Each nite I watch him as he sleeps and still wonder how is it possible this beautiful being could have come out from me?I would then hug him tight, kiss him and fall asleep with tears running down my cheeks onto his..And when he wakes up in the morning, the first this he does is look at me. smiles and says"Rambut Ibu macam Nyonya!" What else can I do besides hug him tigher and smother him with kisses til he wriggles out of my grip and runs out to safety in the arms of his nenek .. hehe Rafiqin Afiq, I love you so much!
Wistful for Love
10:43 PM
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Wat would you have done and how would you feel if you found out a couple of your very good frens got together, planned something without you then made fun and talked down about you, your life and your present situation just because they are a tiny winy lil bit better off than you??
Dissapointed?? Angry?? Sad? Confused?? Well I felt all these but hey if anything, it only made me stronger..SO THERE!!
Oh ya, btw, thanks eh for being my "very good friends". Now I know better who to trust.But then again, it could have happened in my dreams..
Wistful for Love
10:11 PM
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Apit have been to skool for almost 2 months now.. He is progressing rather well and I can see the difference in him. He sings and dances more at home even tho I can't really decipher his words properly and his lyrics are all over the place ... he speaks more now and mulut becok macam murai seh ... His words now make more sense now but there are times when I dun understand his logic .. Example"Rambut Ibu macam nyonya" Huh?? well duh, I have been having the same hairstyle since I gave birth to you my darling boy! hehehe..Anyway reality sets in when I see him in his school uniform.. As cute as he looks, he also looks grown up and i suddenly feel old and scared that he'd grow up too soon for my liking.. Uwahhhh
Wistful for Love
8:52 PM
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I remembered when I was preggy with Apit. Me , another preggy akak and
Ms Dynamite used to nap during our lunch time. This was at the old office where we would switch off the lights and pulled the cushioned chair together to make a bed... I enjoyed those naps as they kept me fresh throughout the day. I guess those naps kept me going throughout my pregnancy. Here in the new office, with the new Deputy General Manager, so many rules to adhere to, things are not as lax as they used to be. So no more napping no more lunching in .. so many no mores... like army camp oredi lah .. But today, I was not feeling well. I went to the docs yesterday was diagnosed with flu and fever but as I had no more MC, I chose to go to work today. Even before 12 noon, I was already feeling the strain of the illness. I put my head down on the table and within seconds was fast asleep. Luckily the DGM wasn't in and the Jap manager didn't say much.. I think my other colleagues knew I wasn't feeling well so they didn't say anything about it.. I am pleasantly surprised as my lunchtime is only at 1PM mind you.. so the almost an hour nap did me good cos now I feel so much fresher but with a tinge of headache...
I hate the uncertainties of pregnancy where one day I can eat as much as I want to and the next day, I can't eat a single bite... Sigh ... 2nd trimester I am supposed to feel my best .. most energetic yet I feel worst than in my first trimester..hopefully it will get better as days goes by..
There's this pakcik at work who never fails to irritate me whenever I bump into him .His words will always be"nanie, kau ni aku tgk makin hari makin gemuk eh?" Usually, I just take in my stride when people comment on my "wellness" but there comes a point when I will definitely blow my top. So what if I am gaining weight like nobody's business?? What business of yours is it?? I will take in all the fat jokes u say to my face with a pinch of salt but only if you were a good friend of mine who I know really dun mean anything with the mean jokes...I know who I am and wat I look like ...
For the Pakcik pakcik and jantan jantan kepo yg mulut kalahkan mak jujatss... Kalau aku gemuk pon aku tak mintak beras dari kau bila nak makan ! Aku tak pegi rumah kau habiskan lauk pauk kau so just shut up and mind your own bloody business!! Anak bini diri tak terjaga nak jaga tepi kain org!!Aku tido pon peluk laki aku bukan suffocate kau bodoh!!! So there!!! Feel the wrath of my anger!! humphhhh!!
Wistful for Love
1:38 PM
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The annual SHSS Gathering was held at LPS on Sat 13th Aug. Turnout wasn't so good but still we had a great time.
Someone said she'd be soft and demure.. Never saw a single second when that happened ..heheheh
Was good to meet up wif ex school mates .. To think that not that long ago,we were in our school uniforms sitting in a group at the technical block each day chitchatting and copying each other's homework ..Now almost all of us are married with our own lil princesses and princes.. Come to think of it, it's been 10 years since we left school..Boy do I feel old..
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CLICK HERE FOR THE PHOTOS*****
Wistful for Love
5:13 PM
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Tell me what u think.....
A) Friends who choose to see and listen to everything around you even if it doesn't concern them!B) Friends who choose to see and listen only to what they want to..even if you are begging them for a favour? C) Friends who favour certain friends amongst others..I wanna know wat to do with such friends ... especially if you've been friends for a looongggggg time...Cos after so long, it gets on your nerves...
Wistful for Love
12:46 PM
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Yesterday's holiday was definitely an appreciated one for me... I lepaked the whole day at home .. Doing nothing! hehe well, not exactly nothing but it a rest I needed even tho still lacking in the sleep department.
Woke up at 9am when hubby got back from his night shift asking me when I'm gonna cook. I had promised him I'd cook yesterday cos I had gone to buy groceries the day before. I had promised to cook his favourite dish, steamed Seabass. Simple enuff dish whipped up in less 30 mins and fried some beansprouts..I dun cook often cos my mum would do the cooking. It's such a satisfaction when u see hubby and son enjoying the meal you have made from scratch.After brunch, hubby , apit and me watched some TV. Cinta bibikwood was hilarious lah ..
Then hubby went to bed while apit played with his cousins. I got down to making Coconut Blossoms, thank to
marcie. Due to my blurishness, I used table spoon instead of teaspoon and well, the Blossoms turned out rather well except that the durian flavour was a lil overpwering ehehe .Still can pass lah ..
Spent the rest of the day watching TV with hubby and Apit while munching away on the Blossoms.. Apit was transfixed when he watched the Parade.. Hmm mebbe next year can try to ballot for the tix..
Oh ya! The queen of blurs is back from her holidays so I have passed the blurishness back to her ... Gosh it's a responsibility that only she is able to carry... For that Yanni, I salute you ehehehe...
Wistful for Love
1:25 PM
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Yesterday was a day of lil hits and plenty of misses. The queen of Blurs is on holiday and somehow she had transferred her "powers" over to me! Isk parah seh asyik aku jek kena kutuk semalam. Humph! korang ketawakan aku eh? Takpelah bukan selalu aku jadi pekak badak per kan? Sigh dunno why but I seem more blurish, more forgetful now. I have just stepped into my 2nd trimester. My brain can't have shrunk that badly yet.
Yes, I am officially in my 2nd trimester. Yippeee in another month's time I would be able to know whether it's a she or a he. As much as I wanna SHE, a He would not be that bad. At least Apit would haf a lil bro to bully. khekhekhekhe. From what I know, I am supposed to feeling my best, at my most energetic and best libido, yet I am feeling so weak and lousy, I just wanna lay in bed, snuggle under the covers and sleep!! Yes, sleep, a luxury that I am still being deprived of. I still can't sleep peacefully and I feel like a zombie. I can't eat as much as I used to. Yesterday was a record wasn't it girls, Uwahh me not daring to eat that delicious Bravissimo, in all the delicious flavours that seem to be from Heaven.There you girls were, enjoying the coolness of it while I was leaning against the car, sweat running down my face just from trying to bear with the pain in my tummy.
Btw, last night I spoke my mind and told her that she has to go. Suprisingly, she took it well and said she was aware of what was happening and what my family is going thru. She promised to go when the time comes. As much as my heart goes out to her, I told her I have to prioritise my family's wellbeing and happiness. She understood. Even though I was so relieved and felt like a tonne of bricks was lifted off my back, I still have this yucky feeling lurking within me. Why must it be this way? What initially was a well meant intention turned out so bad. Well, wat to do? That's life for you. At least I have done my part to help the best I can. I hope you understand my situation and dun blame me for what I am doing now.
Wistful for Love
1:42 PM
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Hello everybody... Haven't been up to updating lately .. Mainly cos I was feeling under the weather since last Saturday.. Over active Bowels as
marcie would have said it ...too much gas and I'm so bloated I feel like a balloon.. Just going to work and surviving each day is so overbearing for me ...There was this one day I practically fell asleep at my desk at 4pm!! Rite in front of my Japanese managers!!! Gosh!! I'm at a point where I feel I've been preggy my whole life and can't wait for it to be over man... Sigh .. Like
marcie said, it's just hormones... bear with it ..
Haven't been eating well either cos whenever I eat my tummy growls and rumbles .. Hmm 2 big black tablets of charcoal after every meal doesn't seem to help either.. and they taste yucks... and my fingers are all black after touching the tablets..
Now craving to eat so many things... for now, I have been eating fish slice porridge almost everyday for lunch ... Just wanna eat some hot and spicy food leh .. Now I really feel like having a huge cup of Mamak Teh Tarik ... with foams on top and sweet refreshing teh inside... sigh.. It would be heaven I tell ya ...
Wistful for Love
8:35 AM
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