~I am sorry but.....~I am sorry I was cranky .. I may read things the wrong way..But did you ever read back what you wrote? The words were kinda harsh and I am not the only one to say so.. like I said I was cranky and might have seen the wrong side of things .. I am normally not this sensitive.. I dun think about my friends feelings?? Goes to show just how lil you know about me.. I get tired sometimes to keep on thinking about how others might feel..maybe this is the final curtain.. This is the light at the end of the tunnel cos all this while I was wondering about it.. I guess God has a way of showing you things in life that you sometimes choose to purposely turn a blind eye to..So I really appreciate what had happened.. cos it showed me I knew who I was..At least I am true to myself.. I am not afraid to show the bad side of myself cos I am only human.. And humans DO make mistakes you know... I dun wanna be a hypocrite..and you choose to point out what I had already brought out in myself.. Bravo.. Throw a flower at yourself..I was hurt by you before this and now is the last straw.
But you have known me long enuff! you should know better... I am so sad rite now you won't even tell me what I did or said wrongly to you.. Boycott me if you please,I can't do anything more ..Boy am glad I have friends like Yanni..who may not always be there for me but always true to herself .. at least she is genuine.. what you see is what you get ...made the effort, I did try .. dun give me reasons cos this is not the first time you are doing this to me... I know you did this before.. Its just so sad and I am so hurt .. I would have apologised if I hurt your feelins cos we've been friends for so long ... but this is the path you chose and I shall walk down the path you have chosen..
I may not be the best friend in the world but I do my best to be ..
kadang kadang aku ni cuma cuba menumpang kebahagiaan orang lain... at least for that short moment in time I would forget about my own troubles..mungkin juga aku ini terlupa diri.. tak sedar diri ... takpelah sekurang kurang nyer aku dah tau keadaan sebenarnyer.. Terima kasih atas segalanyer...
Wistful for Love
11:26 PM
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