~happy nyer~Was on MC the past 2 days cos of my cough ... Tu ler dah sakit lagik nak minum air batu lagik nak berasap .. heheh kan dah teruk ... sigh.. but didn't really get much rest as my Mum In Law(MM) was admitted to SGH due to her heart problems... So went to visit her the past 2 days.. She's doing well tho... And apit likes going to the hospital and enjoys his train rides there... Unfortunately becos so many pamper him at the hospital,carrying him here and there, he expects me to carry him too !!Arghh!! kalau ringan takper siaks.. and he dun want hubby ..only me only to carry ..patah pinggang gue..
So the past 2 days were days of good tidings... hehehe Finally my eldest bro who has been married and childless for more than 10 yrs are now expecting their first child!!! So happy for them ..They seemed so miserable when each of my other siblings kept producing babies one after another each year.. dorang setakat menumpang kasih .. now, they look so happy,it's radiating on their faces.. my bro even put pon weight seh .. hehehe..so now my nieces and nephews headcount shall be ermm ..lets seee now ..oh boy 20!!!! with Apit tats 21!!! isk isk isk ... fenings feningss...hehehe raya cnfm kecoh nyer!!
And my cuzz just got to know tat her baby will be a girl!!! After her firstborn is a boy, she was really hoping for a girl and now God has granted her wish!! She is also happy even tho she is having a hard pregnancy this time round...Just last week my good friend told me she is also expecting her 2nd child... she has waited for 6 six years to have another baby.. good for her...
Isk dengar dengar sana sini org ngandung and expecting girls, membuat ku sungguh teringin heheheh well apa mau buat blom rezeki gue lah ... mana lah tau coming soon kah... next change kah ...hehehe At least I already have my bundle of joy, Apit. now that he is starting to talk, he is getting more becok .. at times I wanna just tape his mouth and get some peace... but then he comes up and says something so sweet I just melt!!
For example, we used to give him a blow on his injuries so he'll feel better. Now whenever he fall or hurts himself, he'll come crying to us and we just give him a kiss and a blow on his injury and he gets up and continues playing, immediately forgetting the pain. Once, I was sick and was lying on bed all day, he came up to me asking to play with him. I told him "Ibu sick lah tak leh play ngan Apit".He looks at me and ask'"Ibu sick eh? Apit tiup eh?" Den he gives me a kiss and blows on my face and pulls me up to go play with him.. awww isn't tat sweet??
I can't ever imagine life without Apit. I forget about my fatigue the moment I reach home and see his face..Till he settles down and sleeps, I suddenly feel so drained out and fall asleep with Apit in my arms... when I sleep, all cuddled up with Apit I feel so peaceful and relaxed. It's like I am in heaven seh ... I lurve my Apit so much!!
Wistful for Love
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