~Crappy day...well almost til..~I must have gotten out fom the wrong side of the bed today or something.. Work was so darned boring today cos even though Japan was on holiday yesterday and there were not much shipments, people were chasing me here and there early in the morning,nanie issue this ..nanie do that ..nanie do this..oh crap!! Eh u worse than handicapped person hell U!! handicapped pon belh buat sendiri tau!!not to mention my Gm have been coming to the office so early in the morning!! Nak sarapan pon tak boleh and forced to pick up all the nuisansical calls.. oh crap!!
Late afternoon hubby called sounding so angry and worked up.. sap story again ah guys!! What lil hopes we had to indulge ourselves for the next few weeks were all gone down the drain... stoopid company he werks for!! I told ya to quit so long ago .. just so stubborn dun wanna listen... Oh darling hubby, I am feeling so crappy and sad about the news.. I can't imagine how you feel..Must be a whole lot worse than me... Takpe lah, mungkin bukan rezki kita.. Sabar jek lah eh.. mebbe we might have better things lined up for us ahead nanti??We'll work something out eh ..insyAllah, He'll help us.
Tot I could forget all my sorrows today by meeting up with Hamida and Yanni for Gelare waffles..From the minute we met up till we parted ways about 3 hours later after waffles, cream of mushroom, croissants and baked rice..we laff all the way.. We talked and joked and laffed a lots...Man I dunno if we felt so darned full eating or laffing... but stil deep inside I still felt down by hubby earlier news...Things didn't change for any better when hubby reached home and his face looked so sullen... oh my poor dear..
My sis the told me a lil later.. she broke some bad news.. my SIL whom I blogged earlier about whom is now pregnant with her first child after more than 10 years of marriage is hospitalised.. for Hypertension ..she's more than 35yrs ole anyway..hopefully its not that serious and all is well..The bad news is ... My family home, the house where I grew up in at Haig Road which had been passed down from my late Abah to my 3rd brother to my 5th brother is now being sold as my brother can no longer afford to maintain it... mebbe due to the pile up of all the bad news today, I just ranted out at my sis who was handling the sellling of the house like a madwoman... how could they do this.. how can they sell a house so full of our memories..
Arwah Abah got that house when he was relocated from the kampung house in Lorong Engku Aman to the newly built HDB flats... All 9 of us grew up in that house... Our friends we got to know in that neighbourhood whom we still keep in touch with.. The best amenities around that estate.. bulan puasa nak gi Geylang anytime boleh seh.. jalan kaki jek 5-10 mins... A house that dun need fans where u just need to open the windows and the winds blows the house as if you were by the seaside..Malam raya pon ta heran kalau nak gi bazaar nak tengok the borongs...
All the convenient buses were there to go to any parts of Singapore .. Esp during the time the MRT was not built yet ... When the REX was the main attraction there... Yosoko... When Lion City Hotel was considered the prominent Hotel there..
Ohhh just too many memories... My tears flowed freely down my cheeks and I ran to my room and buried my face in my pillow and cried freely... There's nothing I can do to change all that have happened.. If only I could, there's so many things I wanna change to make things better for my siblings, for my family. If things could be changed, I would. I definitely would... My life and my family's could be so much different than now... we could be so much more happier... Oh crap!! What a crappy day!man I am feeling so crappy .. I wanna go cry somemore...
Hopefully, tomorrow would be a betetr day...
Wistful for Love
11:34 PM
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