~Phew!!~It's been a loooong time ... so many things cropped up.. At work and at home.. phew! I am damend tired!!
At work, I have been so happy the past few weeks cos the Blardy nyonya is finally resigning .. There will be peace in office..More work for me due to the reshuffling of duties but becos of too many boot lickers trying to suck up to the Japanese mgr,there were constant changes everyday. Also, the nyonya is stirring trouble for me everyday. She has been telling her customers and our main office bad stories about me. Even tried to sow discord between me and a supervisor I am close to..Dah nak jalan tu berambus jek lah.. lagik nak carik pasal...mampos tak nak ...nang bo ti nang tui bo ti tui
At home... I knew raising kids was a tough job but raising other people's kids is even more tough even if its your nieces and nephews! She told me to discipline whenever I deem necessary.. But each time I do, she goes and defends them.. Arghh!!! so frustrating...now I dun give a hoot about them and always bring my son out or we coop oursleves in my room.. sigh, so pathertic rite? To be a stranger in your own home. She complains everyday about everything. Then when she does that, Mum counter compains.. so even in the office I get numerous calls from home and her, each counter complaining about each other. Man I am going crazy!!!Hubby has been such a dear... been keeping quiet about everything and been very patient... Lucky I have him to support me...
As for my own son, I know I seem bad but I am trying so hard to keep him from staying over at my in laws.. I dun mind if he goes there for a visit but I dun want him staying over... They spoil him rotten and when he comes home, he expects the same treatment from us... Then I will end up spanking him more ... sigh..morever, I dun want people saying hubby and I are imposing on the old folks who are not working and dun have any money!Each time they give Apit money, we refuse but the old folks kept on insisting! Tell me now, wat am I supposed to do?
I knew life is gonna be difficult but why do I have to let other people add problems to my already complicated life? I try so hard to please everybody yet I end up on the losing end.. I wanna run but to where?
Wistful for Love
12:20 PM
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