~sigh.....~
Sigh...seems like my topic for this whole week will be on frens.. Why must life get more complicated as we grow older?? Gone are the days where our lives were so carefree and frens were in abundance...
Now we have to make difficult choices between our lifelong frens and our spouses.. I know I said before that now my family will be all that matters. Frens will be secondary to them .. I've had contradicting thoughts to all my previous posts..
Sigh .. I am so lucky that hubby never stopped me from meeting up wif frens unless of cos he has plans to go out with me n Apit..I've never had such a situation whereby I had to choose between hubby and frens.. Mebbe cos he's on shift work?? Not really, I have a fren whose hubby who is on shift work yet its difficult for her to meet us unless hubby is around so no girlfriend bonding wif her!!Even my own best fren has diffulty meeting me cos she is too committed to her work and her family...I see her like ermm once in a few months?? Even then there is no US time. I always have to share her with another fren or wif her hubby who's always tagging along.
So it's difficult now for me to find a friend to talk to ... nowhere to run , no one to turn to ... I find solace here in my blog where my fingers do the walking and in a funny kinda way, a way for me to destress.
A good friend told me this,"U are always there for your friends, and they take you for granted. Your hubby is always there for you and you take him for granted. Is it worth it??" Definitely not!
So does it mean that I should only meet up with my frens once in a blue moon so that they appreciate the friendship? Does it apply to my hubby too?? Definitely not rite?? So which is the rite path here?
Oh heck!! I think I shall prioritise my family lah .. they are wat matters rite? Only in access time shall I consider frens..If I'm free den I go out wif you ok?? If not sorry, I either have to work or spend time wif my family ok?? Ohh!!! Ohh!!! Ohh!!! not forgetting, IF I HAVE THE MONEY!!I can't possibly go out if I have no money rite?? Unless of course, hehehe your treat???
But hey dun worry! You'll aways be my frens... If you choose to ignore me.. so be it.. we all have diffrent lives to lead.I can understand that.I can accept watever decision you choose to make. Just dun slam me behind me... if there's anything I ever did to hurt you, pray tell me. So I would know.I qoute,
" Someone would never know what the hell is going on till he is told if what is happening or happened, be it a lie or the truth, in any way and any means possible to him."
Wistful for Love
1:42 PM
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