~SHAME ON YOU!!!~
I've read about it and I dunno how to describe wat I felt.**Note the past tense cos I'm past caring*** I was angry,betrayed and sad to be condoned so by someone I least expected to be so hypocritical. When I told hubby about it he kept quiet and wouldn't say anything but I knew he too felt the same way. Tears welled up in our eyes and we both looked away...
Did you think that we had meant to do so?? We wouldn't dream of doing such a thing if they had not insisted on their accord! Do you think that we, the matured married parents who are adults would not have the decency and common sense to know and understand the matter better than you?
No, I know you didn't mentioned names but I felt the pinch and your message was loud and clear.Your finger was pointing directly at us!! DAMN!!!!I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!
Then I thought, why would you even think that way? You dun even know what kind of lives we were living.. mebbe you heard snips of conversations between the others?? If so, please my dear... dun judge! We are not at a disposition for the judgement of your likes. We might have owed you people something back then but we are now trying so damn hard to make a life together before we can even consider repaying the good deeds they might have done for us.. Good deeds? Would people doing good deeds expect to be repaid?? I doubt so if they had done it sincerely.
Anyway, we know where we stand. You didn't have such a good life as you do now when you just started either you know. Go check out your history before condemning us. Everyone has to start somewhere and its usually rite smack at the bottom most pits of life! Lucky for you, you just carried on from a comfortable level.
Well, I've cried my fair share of tears over this and I'm determined to stop them from falling down my cheeks as I write this. We know who we owe what. You dun have to teach us. You still have a longgggg way to go and so much more to understand. Why dun you just concentrate on your present stage of life and let us do our own worrying. We'll fight our own battles as we always had!
Man! You took a shot at me when I was most vulnerable to hurt and dissapointment. You added salt to my bleeding wounds! You know what? We've never meant to keep our distance and now we shall.
I've tolerated enough insults from you people. I dun owe you!!!! If I do, I will definitely repay as soon as I can!! You wanna wash your dirty laundry in public huh? SO HERE IT IS!!!!
Aku anak beranak tak makan ke tak minum tak pernah mintak merayu dengan korang!! Aku tak pernah pergi mengemis! Rumah berasap ke tidak, ada api air ke tidak, aku anak beranak ngadap sendiri!! Aku tak pernah menumpang rumah kau!! Kena caci kena hamun kita hadapi sendiri.. kita tak pernah mengadu dengan korang! Apa guna korang buat baik tapi korang mengungkit dan mengata belakang kita??? Buat apa jadikan kita buah perbualan ngumpatan korang??? Jauh seh dalam kepala otak kita U ARE THESE TYPE OF PEOPLE!!! Mulut bukan main manis berkata menghulur bantuan yang tidak diminta tapi hati kaldu!!! Hati busuk!!
SO THERE!!!! I hope you are satisfied!Cos honestly, I AM NOT!! Kau yang nak sangat buka pekong kat dada kan? Nah, ambik kau!!
Wistful for Love
1:27 PM
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