Thursday, January 27

~sadness~

At this point of time, I am engulfed with sadness and bitter dissapointment. For a lil more than 2 weeks, as tired as I was, I was on cloud nine even though I had tried my best to hide my eagerness. I thought the time had come... I was already dreaming of the day when it will actually arrive and how my life and my familys' would change after it's arrival. I was anticipating the moment I would be holding it in my hands.

Yet, dissapointingly, at 3pm this afternoon I found out it was not meant to be. I had lost something I thought I had, yet all this while I didn't even have it in hand.

I had accepted the fact that it was not meant to be. The time is not rite for me to receive the precious yet beautiful gift of Allah. I had initially thought I had not done enough or had done something bad to deserve this for I had been hoping for so long. I know now that He knows better when will be the rite time for me.

For now, I can only be grateful for all that I have and be content.I can only pray He, being the magnanimous and benelovant God would grate me the wish and dream I had so longed for...


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