Thursday Thematic!
~Thursdays here!~
Ooooohh 2 more days to my weekend getaway!!!! Yipppeeeeeee!! I reallllllllllyyyyyyy need this break!!! Gosh I am soooooooooooo happYY!!!!!
Its only a weekend at Malacca. BIG DEAL!! I'm sure tats wat some people might say but I worked to hard all year just to save up this lil amount for a break which also coincides with my 3rd Year anniversary. We had wanted to go to KL for 3D2N but alas due to Malaysia's Independance day all hotels were fully booked so we had no choice. So Malacca it shall be!!
I can't wait!!! I wanna shop til I drop!!(which might not be possible since my budget is sooooooo tiny!!) heheheheh It'll just be my and hubby! On our 2nd honeymoon. Hopefully it turns out better than our actual honeymoon which sucked and we quarelled all the way!! hahaha ...
Ohhh I sooo can't wait!!!Oh ya I better remember to take lotsa fotos this time!!!
Wistful for Love
1:20 PM
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Room in my heart
~Room In my Heart~
I so lurve Mediacorp's chinese dramas. Been watching them since I was in Pri 3. That's where I picked up the language from. So engrossed while watching the dramas I get oblivious to happenings around me!
Currently watching Room in my Heart aired every weeknites at 9pm. Yesterdays episode was happening! Firstly, Jiankang's mum was so scheming, she purposedly made Xiaoyan leave Happy Kitchen and she didn't want her 5% share of the company anymore.
Then she instigated Wenhui and made him jealous of Kaixin and Jiankang! So Wenhui now gets so agitated over nothing! He lost his job yesterday and was at Marina south venting out his frustrations when he received a call informing him that Kaixin is in hospital becoz she hurt herself while helping out at Happy Kitchen. He was so angry he scolded kaixin for the first time in their relationship. Then he stormed out of the room. Jiankang gave chase and he also received a scolding from Wenhui!
In another scene, Xiaoyan who was so enthusiastic about her wedding the next day was rather sensitive when she kept noticing about Jinsheng's laid back attitude towards their wedding. She became more apprehensive when she was so sensitive about Jinsheng's concern and affection for Kaixin. She blew her top when she found the Nutrition Bar that Kaixin gave to Jinsheng a long time back. Xiaoyan had already threw away the bar before but she found it in their new wardrobe while searching for a receipt. Demanding Jinsheng to profess his true love for her when she outright knew Jinsheng has difficulty doing so, she stormed out of the house on the eve of her wedding!
So Xiaoyan and Wenhui went out drinking and then bumped into each other and got so drunk, they spent the nite together! As in they slept with each other! When they woke up, each was regretful but before they had a chance to come to terms with what happened, Xiaoyan left the hotel room while Wenhui was in the shower.
Wenhui kept replaying in his head the scenes when he promised kaixin he would be true and take care of her forever. Then!!!!!! He got into an accident and now we have to wait for tonite to see what happens next!
Wistful for Love
9:50 AM
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I lurve wednesday!!
~I lurve Wednesdays~
I dunno why but I haf always loved Wednesdays!! Mebeb its coz its in the midweek??? Signaling the sweetness of the forthcoming weekends??
One thing I know for sure is Mediacorp Tv5 airs my fav shows on Wednesdays!!
I remember werking the perm afternoon shift while in DHL and my shift ends at 10pm. I will even pay my friend to send me home just becoz I wanna catch the Charmed series .. I so very love tat show.. First there ware Prue, Piper & Phoebe .. Then Prue died they found a half sister Page..Now they have Baby Wyatt .. aiyohhh so cute tat baby .. yeaterday he orped the pacifier from anothe rbaby's mouth into his own!! heheh then when this newly assigned white lighter named Chris was throwing a tantrum and threw things around Wyatt had a magic circle protect himself less he gets hit!! heheheh so cute..
Then I watched my daily dose of Chinese drama at 9.30 which overlasps with Charmed.. sigh I would still choose Charmed though ...
At 10pm there is the Amazing Race!! I lurve this reality tv show moer than others!!! I think the other shows are such crap!! A pity Charla and Mirna got eliminated! I hate Colin and his gf.. so mean!!! I hope they dun win the race!!
Well tat pretty much sums up my Wednesday nite!You can be sure I will be home early VEry Wednesdays and Thursdays too!!! OC NITE TONITE!!!! **Winks at Watie!!Ahakz
Wistful for Love
12:15 PM
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Wednesday is here!!
~Midweek Mania~
Arghhh!! Early in the morning already got accident!! Scalded 2 of my fingers this morning while making Nescafe! Very the painful!! Put them under running water but still pain so I applied some Darlie toothpaste .. was cooling but didn't help the pain much .. So I went to see the co. dr. he applied some cream and wrapped em up ... the cream was cooling but soon the pain came back .. uwahhhhh .... My blardy idiotic colleague slammed my finger some more !!He thinks its a joke!!
Idiot!! All sort of vulgarities came out! Coz he added pain to the already very sore fingers!! Idiotic Botakz!!! I'm gonna get u for this!!!
Hmmm my week started off rather slow and it is still very slow .. nothing much to do at werk ..dunno why but there seems to be very little shipments coming in for the past week.. so rather than idle my time away, I did my housekeeping like filing up my documents and gossiping with my colleagues at werk!! Imagine that! The three of us are stting so near yet here we are gossiping away on MSN!! hehehe. Wait till my boss gets to know about this!! Hahah actually he wouldn't have minded .. He's the bo chap kinda of Japanese boss...As long as we do our work properly then he's ok..
2.5 days more of work then it's Sunday and I get to rest again!!
Wistful for Love
12:01 PM
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Weekend update
~Moi Weekend~
Sigh!The wekends over just like tat and its back to werk again!My weekend went ok.
On Saturday went to one of my best friend in sec skool's solemnization ceremony.It was very nice and Juanna was soooo pretty..Another one of my friends have now joined the married life cycle. Ahaks.. I get so sentimental at solemnization ceremonies.. They remind me of the beauty of marriage and the whole meaning of being a wife.
Didn't do anything much on Sunday ...the normal housewerk to be done..sent Afiq to his sunday Madrasah.. then off to Geylang to do my marketing.. Afiq went out with his Nyai and his uncle ... While he was out I did my never ending housewerk then in the evening went to my cuzz house ...So there goes my weekend .. boring huh?? Well tats the story of my life ...Ahaks..
~Mr & Mrs Ariffin~
Wistful for Love
11:17 PM
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Friday
~Friday the 13th~
Was OC nite yesterday and my fellow die hard OC fans are toking about it in their blogs.. So I shall not be left behind!(it's been a longgggg time since I have blogged about it anywaes!)
While we are ogling at Seth and Ryan(Moi Sweetheart! Ahaks) and hating Marissa for her gullibleness and laughing at Summer and Anna, anybody noticed Luke?? Since when did he go from the ultracool macho dude to the blur geeky nerd??
He was like so cuteee yet so f****** blur! Then when he was playing golf; My GOSH!! He dressed like pakcik pakcik man!!! aiyohh!! wat a waste of good looks??? But then again, amidst the blurness and geekiness, he was rather alert when Oliver( I'd lurve to cut off his d*** and throw it into the sea!)was like saying sarcastics things and the part when Oliver purposedly tried to run them off course!"Dude, he was not joking!" were his words to Ryan! Oh ya! When they were playing golf Luke was so cute with Ryan! "Nobody's looking!" Then Ryan pushed the ball into the hole! Ahaksss!!
By the way, I lurve Anna's style!She is such a chic chick!! stylo mylo man!!!Sigh! I loike!!I wanna be Anna!! Ya rite!! Keep on dweaming Nanie!
~Anna~
Wistful for Love
11:43 AM
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Contemplation
~Contemplations~
The past few days were days of contemplations, about many things;work..my family..my life basically..
I was contemplating about taking major steps in all aspects of my life.. steps that would make drastic changes in my life. Steps that would hurt many people in my life. Especially my family. Selfish steps I would call them.
For once in my life I wanna put myself before others. I'm so sick of being the one to always put myself last,to always let myself be hurt. To always suffer in silence..to always be the strong one..
I pushed aside my wants,my needs,my dreams. All in lieu of my family, for my beloved son, Afiq. In a way, the change I was contemplating to take is for his happiness... But would he be happier with the changes I intend to take?
After contemplating, comes another set of contemplation and so on and so forth. Am I strong enuff to take those steps? Do I have the courage?
I have lived my life for others. Lived my life alone. I wanna be free. I want the life that I've always dreamt of .. I wanna accomplish my dreams... Most of all, I want the love that I've been so deprived of..
Where did all those promises go? Where did all your aspirations go to? Down in the gallows as far as I'm concerned.. I can't live like this any longer .. My energy is depleting fast .. Every nite now, silent tears roll freely down my cheeks ..I'm not the person I used to be.. I wasn't this weak nor tired when I lost Abah and had to fend for my family singlehandedly..I feel so much more alone now ...
Can't you see? Can't you see my wounds? Cant't you see my bloodied tears? Can't you hear my desperate cries? Open your eyes!!! For goodness sake! I'm dying inside !! I'm slowly fading away!! You are no longer hearing my voice.. I feel like I'm slowly growing insignificant in your life.. Will you wake up only after I'm gone?
BY then, it'll be too late.. and there's nothing you can do...
Wistful for Love
11:22 PM
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The Reason
~The Reason~
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Wistful for Love
11:10 PM
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nuries gals
~Nuries Gals~
Didn't go out on Saturday. Stayed in and did my housewerk. Started on my curtains already but dun know when it'll be completed ..hehehe .. On Sunday morning sent Afiq to his madrasah the met up wif my gang at Yani's place with the exception of Zuraidah who couldn't make it...Everyone came wif their hubby and kids, with the exception of me of coz... wat to do ..used to going almost everywhere alone.. this is wat happens when you have a hubby who is working on shift basis...I have already surrendered to my fate..
Some of you might know me as
nuries from my days of Alamak chatting. Many asked me where I got the nick from .. well this is the name of my group of best friends. Initially there were Yani,Liza,Izan,
Idah and me ... Now, we ended up wif Yani,Liza,Lin,Izan,Zuraidah and Moi! We've been friends for 13 yrs now ...
We've seen each other thru almost everything, death, boyfriends,
marriage and kids.I'm so glad
I have so many good friends..
Now each and every one of us are married with kids of our own and we hope that our friendship will be continued by our children and their future generations.. We pray that the legacy of the
nuries group will continue long after we have gone..
Gerls, I feel soo lucky and blessed to have each and everyone of you in my life. I treasure you so much .. Thank you for being there in my times of needs ..for being there to share my few happy moments in life ... Your friendship means so much to me and its so priceless...I lurve you gals sooooo much!!Thank you my sisters!
Wistful for Love
12:25 AM
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Friday!!!
I'm backkkkkkkk ! And I'm the new revived Nanie!!I was so caught up with werk and housewerk..Not that I did much housewerk lah! hehehe Afiq keeps me busy at home!
Its a longgggggg weekend fer me !! So many things to do, so lil time! I need to spring clean my house and am planning to start sewing my new curtains....Hopefully this year I can finish it long before Ramadhan.. I planned to start early this year so that by a week before Syawal, I can rest ... I dun wanna be like before, even early morning of 1st Syawal I was still busy cleaning up the house! Man! I was so totally shacked!
Well,where do I get my energy?? My larling baby here... even now as I type my words, he's sitting on my lap and cheering me on .. he hums and sings along to the song that his mama lurves so much,
"I Believe". I love him soooooo much.. Muacksss to my larling baby Afiq!!
Wistful for Love
9:07 PM
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Nanie Oh Nanie Where art Thou?
~Nanie Oh Nanie Where art Thou?~
Been here, there,everywhere yet been nowhere. Just wallowing in my own sorrows and depression. Been busy at werk and home... Getting dissapointed almost everyday.. One by one my plan get thwarted. All my dweams and plans of a short weekend getaway got dashed by my company's new so called salary increment!! Its so pathetic boy! Not even enuff to cover half a mths meals!
So there goes my short weekend getaway wif my family. Next come my 2nd driving test. I flunked the thing wif no immediate failure and 40 points! Why? I admit I did make some minor mistakes but it won't have caused me to fail if I had not encountered this Bangladeshi driver who just rammed into my lane from the side road and made me do an E-brake and horned at him! The stoopid tester said I did it too late ... what made matters worse? I got the test route requiring me to make a U-turn at Jalan Eunos rite after the PIE exit!! That road is blardy busy at all times especially since it was at a peak hour where everyone was rushing to get to work!! So I had tried to filter into the middle lane from the left most lane to get to the right most lane but the selfish drivers won't give me way and even honked at me!
So I failed the test? No big deal some of you might say? Just keep on trying and dun give up you say? There's always another chance you say? Ya people, thanks for all the encouraging words you have said and all the taunting that my colleagues are giving me. Nobody except God knows hows dissapointed,how hard and how much I have sacrificed to take up my driving licence.
My power supply got cut off, my telephone line got cut off. All because I had deferred the bill payment in order to go for my driving lessons and TP tests. I could hear my Mum's silent tears when I told her about my second failure. I felt big hearted that she was the only one who really shared my sorrow. So many bills are hanging because I gave priority to my driving! yet I failed it again!
Hubby, maybe you were right in discouraging from taking up my driving in the first place. Although I have no regrets and will still persevere till I pass, I'm dissapointed that I did not get the support that I was hoping for especially from you. No matter what I intend to do you have never encouraged me. I dun blame you coz I know you are worried about our financial situation. But we'll never get anywhere if you just sit on your behind and just think and wallow about it instead of getting up and doing something about it.Everything that I have suggested or tried to find ways to settle our problems, you keep on thinking of the pessimistic side of things. So be it. Our life will never change and we will never get anywhere.
I am so tired... so blardy tired... I sure hope the time when I will just walk away and leave everything behind and never look back will never come coz if that day does come, I really will do it.For now, I just wanna forget about everything.. Just let me be ... I will be okay..I just need some time alone.. I will be back to my normal self soon ...might be later in the afternoon or tomorrow. Might even take up to days or weeks but dun worry I will get over it.I know I'm strong. I have to be for family's sake. I have always been strong for their sake.
Wistful for Love
11:26 AM
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