NANIE oh NANIE! Where ART thou?
Hehehe been no where .. just busy with my weekend getaway at Costa Sands Resorts..
Had loads of fun...been such a long time since all 9 of us siblings gathered with our spouses and kids!!But we brought the house down man!! I was so busy having fun I forgot to take loads of pictures .. hehe always the case ...
I realize that as time goes by, my family of 9 siblings is getting bigger .. with almost all of us married and having kids!! Talk about having kids!! Whoa my brothers are like baby making factories man!! Two more of my SIL are pregnant!!!!(Pokai aku raya tahun ni!!!)
So headcount!!! How many cucus does my mum have now?? Ali has 6 kids, Acit has 5,Yahya has 3 and 1 in the tummy(his last daughter is only 5 months ole and his wife is already 4 months pregnant!!!), Maryah has 3 angels and Harun's wife is expecting their first child!So sum up a total of???? 19 !!!!! Whoa!!! I'd better go for a holiday this Raya!! hehehe so bad!!!
Anywae, Hub and I have already decided to stick to a smaller family .. mebbe stop at two..we have a boy now, if the next one's a girl,it would be perfect! Sigh, its so nice to dream... We only have a son now yet we are finding it so difficult to make ends meet! Everything we give up for our son.. we dun buy clothes anymore,wearing our torn and ragged clothes.mending where possible or spend anything on ourselves.. everything revolves around Afiq...
We wanna give the best to our child but the fact is, can we afford it? I'm not too sure ...we worry everyday about Afiq's future. Worried that we would not be able to provide him with a good life... I dun need my son to have all the luxuries that other kids might have, just a life comfortable enuff so he dun have to be envy of other kids yet a life not too easy that he forgets to be grateful for wat he has ...
Not like some rich daddy's girl!! Should have gone whoring if she needs quick cash!! But I'm sure she's already resorted to that by now!My anger have not subsided yet!Sorry peeps that u hafta read this part !
Wistful for Love
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