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What's Your Style?Find out @ She's Crafty

You're a true nature chick who loves the outdoors. Because you're always running from activity to activity, you have zero time for a full, fussy face of makeup. Instead, you want to be able to hop out of the shower, pull your hair into a ponytail, slap on some sunscreen, and go. Just make sure that your laid-back, all-things-natural attitude doesn't lead to you become lazy -even on-the-go girls need to glam themselves up sometimes!

Wistful for Love
1:36 PM |

Hmmm tired.. wat else can I say? Been a rather hectic week.. Busy at werk then rush home to clear the housework.. Been too tired the past few weeks to blog or do anything else.. BUT.. I'm on the road to recovery!!! Ahaks...

Had a jammed packed weekend!! On Saturday busied myslef with housework .. in the evening took Afiq to pasir Ris park with hubby.Was too late to swim so we decided to go cycling instead .. I rented a mountain bike while hubby had the same bike only his had the baby seat at the back ... Afiq was so happy on the bike .. he kept his hands on the handles and just watched as we whizzed by,occasionally looking back to make sure I was still following..

Trouble started when we stopped for a break at one end of the tracks to take fotos!!! He saw the sea and wanted to go in.. Threw a tantrum when we did not permise.. Arghhhh he stood up on the baby seat while on the move and kept crying his heart out!! Settled down only when we reached the giant playground!! He was kept happy with the swings and slides . ahakz trouble started again when we wanted to go off and stopped him from climbing the slides...He was also sleepy by then so he tends to get cranky!! Had some ice cream and went home...

On Sunday, sent him to school at Al-Amin Tampines Mart as usual and let him take a longggggg nap when he got home ...Still have the Barney show to go to later!! I was very scared he would throw tantrums during the show given his previous temprements... Surprisingly, he was very pleasant tempered and kept quiet throughout the show except during the 15mins break where he played with Abg Syafiq and Abg Aniq...

He even danced and sang along during the show...soooo cute.. Only his reaction rather slow lah .. people finished shouting and settled down already then Afiq shouted out loud, " Hooray!!!!" .. ahaks..

Hmm wonder what other shows coming to Singapore. Can bring Afiq again..

Oh ya will upload the fotos soon ..mebbe later tonite!

Wistful for Love
12:59 PM |

Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]

You are Super-Cool!

Woah! Step back - the future's so bright for you it's blinding me! You are the coolest of the cool. Everyone looks up to you as the benchmark for being coooool. The fonze was your grandfather. Any cooler and you'd freeze! WOO it's chilly in here.

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Wistful for Love
2:11 PM |

How to make a Depressed-Manic

Ingredients:

3 parts friendliness

3 parts courage

3 parts energy

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Wistful for Love
1:58 PM |

Depressed-Manic
Look out for the

m
HOLE

From Go-Quiz.com

Wistful for Love
1:56 PM |

Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK]
	You are a FURRY!
You are a sick, sick, individual. Stop lusting over animals! Take off that fursuit and quit yiffing. No-one likes furry art! STOP NOW!
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Wistful for Love
1:52 PM |

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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Wistful for Love
1:43 PM |

Have not been blogging the past week and will not do so the next week or mebbe even longer.Whole family's caught by the bug...me in no mood to blog .. so if you visit moi blog dun be dissapointed or wonder where I've been.. Just being sick ..and sooooooooo extremely tired!!So I'll see ya when I get better ok peeps!!(Hopefully soon!!) I missed blogging..Uwahhhhh

Wistful for Love
12:43 PM |

Which O.C. Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Erkeke did an O.C. quiz today!! And I'm Ryan!! Watie dun be jealous ok!! Erkekeke do I sound childish or teenagish??(is there such a word??) Anyway I guess there is a child in each and everyone of us!! Just takes something to bring it out!

Mebbe like a telematch or even our own kids? I become a kid everytime I play wif Afiq to accomodate his whims and fancies..and he lurves it! We have so much fun together!!

He's soooooo cute!! Not that I'm praising my own baby of coz!! But then again, which mum doesn't think tat her own child is the cutest in the world??? erkekrek

Afiq's at his Nyai's place again! She fetched him this morning! Wat to do? My mum's still not very well and both me and Hub need to werk. I can't worry about both Afiq and Mum at the same time! Will be fetching him home on Friday after werk!Mum's whining coz she haven't had enuff of Afiq yet. Who will? I will never have enuff of my lil Larling!! You wanna know wat he did yesterday?

He was standing by the door when I got home home yesterday. When he saw me, he tilted his head and said,"Arlow Mama!!" Then he ran to me,salam me and gave me a hello kiss on both cheeks and lips and hugged me real tight!!

Then at bedtime I sang to him the 1,2,3 love song ! Guess wat? he can sing along to it oredi!! how cute is that???This is how the song goes(I made it up myself when he was still a lil baby!);

Satu satu, sayang Mama Ayah!
Dua dua, sayang Nyai Yai!
Tiga tiga, sayang Nenek juga!
Satu dua tiga, sayang semuanya!!

How can I not love him so much then?? You tell me!!

Hmm from the O.C. to moi baby!! My my my have I strayed?? Kwang kwang kwang!!

Wistful for Love
1:08 PM |

Tired!! Was running around here and there for the past 3 days... reached home only after 11pm every nite, so had no energy to blog.Anyway, will try to summarize in the shortest possible way I can oteh!!!

On Saturday, I was out of the house by 10am to go to Woodlands for Katy's engagement.. helped out for a while and went out to visit my mum in the hospital around noon coz wanted to catch the doctor before he went off duty at 1pm.. he briefed me about my mum's condition which didn't sound very good.. at 4pm I went back to Katy's engagement and stayed till 10pm.. Haven't had such a big family gathering for a longgggg time.. really had fun,joking and laffing, exchanging all sorts of stories ...

On Sunday, woke up at 9am, thanks to Afiq who woke me up. Did the household chores,heated up the food and what nots... took a nap wif Afiq at around 1pm till 4pm.. ehehehe hey I was really tired ok!!! At 5pm went to visit mum wif Hubby,afiq and my neighbour,mak ani. From the hospital went to Raiyan's 2nd berthday party just about 3 bustops away from my house. Too crowded.Just stayed in the room wif a few aunts and uncles and cuzzins..got home around 11.30pm..went straight to bed!!

On Monday, got up at 8am thanks again to Afiq!! Did the household chores as usual. At 12 pm, left Afiq wif my downstairs neighbour while Hubby snores away (just got back from nite shift mah!!). I went to Aljunied to pay for my mum's housing loan,bought for her some food from my uncle's stall there, then off to the hospital again. Fetching mum home!! After settling her bills and collecting her medicine got home at 4.30pm.. By 5.30 already at Downtown East's new Water theme park,Wild Wild Wet. Had fun in the water wif Afiq and Hubby. Afiq didn't wanna get out of the water at all!!!!! Threw a huge tantrum all the way home till he tire dhimeself out and fell asleep in the cab and all the way slept soundly till 6.30am this morning!!! Phew was I damned tired??? You bet!!!!

Click here to see the fotos!

Wistful for Love
12:50 PM |

Hooraayyy tomorrow's Friday!! I get to bring my baby home!!! FINALLY!!!

Hmmm my weekends jammed packed ...on Saturday my cuzz's getting engaged. On Sunday another cuzz has a kenduri for her son's 2nd bday and I haven't got him anything yet!! Dun have the time man!! Mebbe I will KIV his present for later lah ..meaning .. WAIT FOR PAY DAY LORRR!!! ...

Then I will be on leave on Monday!!Gonna bring Afiq to the new Water theme park at Downtown East wif hubby!! Time for some qualitY family tIMe!!Wooho Can't wait to have a great time there!!!!

Gonna take lotsa of pictures.. Hope the time will be well spent! Gonna cherish this time I have wif Afiq.. well, without realizing it, he will suddenly grow up and I will miss having such fun times wif him ..He will be too embarassed to be seen with mummy dearest then.. erkekek especially since he's a boy!!

Then the day will come when he's gonna bring his future wife home .. after getting married he will be spending all his time with his wife and not call me as much.. Hell his wife might not even like me .. erkeek sound familiar??

I sure hope not! I hope my son will be able to relate to me as easily as a fren.. dun alienate me Afiq when you are all grown up ...let me your best fren dearie.. dun treat me like a stranger, keeping everything to yourself and suddenly you are leaving me!! to start your own family!! uwahhhhhhhh ...

I dread the day when tat day comes..for now, I'm gonna juz enjoy his hugs and wet lil kisses .. and cherish his baby smile and cute words.. I'm gonna keep kissing him and hugging him and never let him go!!

I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH AFIQ!!!

Wistful for Love
10:22 PM |

Tired...been to and fro from werk,home and the hospital...haven't seen my baby the past few days coz my MIl's taking care of him..uwahhhh I miss him so much!!!

I miss hearing him calling me Mamaaaa ...his laughter ..his mischief ...initially it was a relief to come home and get to rest but after a day, i missed him so much ...

Have to wait for my mum to be discharged and get better before I can bring him home.. uwahhhhh

Wistful for Love
11:07 PM |

Been busy the past few days.. mom's in the hospital again!!!! Doc called telling me to send her to be admitted on Sat before 4pm ..so had to rush from werk,fetched her and then off to the hospital!!

Got back about 9pm..had a lil dinner alone coz hub's werking graveyard shift,baby's at my in laws.. along came Lilac and we juz hanged out..erkeke had fun laffing..ahh and she taught me how to make up ..erkekek imagine me dunno how to make up !!She went home at 4 am... I cleaned up and went to bed.. thot of blogging or chatting on MSN but was too tired ..no more energy left!

click here to see the results!!

Slept till 11am on Sunday when my MIL called to say she's coming over to send my baby home.. whooo hooo happy to see him after so manys days.. but was still tired ..went back to sleep at 1pm when he took his nap ..didn't realize my MIL went home .. woke up at 4 pm ..got ready then visited my mum ... baby was happy to see his granny ... Granny was much more happier to see her beloved grandson!!! got home at 9 pm .. went to bed straight away with baby ...woke up at 7am..sigh ...wished life was like this everyday!!! NOTTTT!!!!! well at least I got to experience such a day at least once in my lifetime!!!erkekek

Wistful for Love
11:08 PM |

Friday is here yet again .. hmm why dun I feel any diff??mebbe becoz I still have to werk tomolo? And the past two days and werk was so hectic.. especially today...not forgetting the fact tat I slept at 5 am this morning after chatting wif freon and Lilac on MSN..

Dunno why find it so hard to log off yesterday .. erkekek but had fun chatting wif them and on the other window, I chatted wif my guy colleagues who were on the nite shift... It was fun teasing each other ...

People kept saying tat I am getting so fat!!! well compared to my pre marriage size, I m HUGEEEE now.. initially I didn't let wat people say get to me but eventually, I started getting upset at the state I am in now.. difficult to find new clothes tat fit.. jeans getting worn out in between my thighs..when i look at myself in the mirror.. i was shocked tat i let myself become who i am today ..

Its not a matter of wat people think .. I have always tot that wat I feel is important.. sufficient tat i am happy wif myself.. well tat has changed .. i am now so depressed ..

I look like such a makcik now.. and i'm only 26!!! I am resolving to make myself feel good about myself again .. to make myslef look good not for others but for my self confidence and for hubby ... he is as thin as a straw and i am as fat as a??? hmm hippo?? eeewwww .. we look like Laurel and Hardy man!!!

Then I saw the show Shrek2 .. shrek and fiona are hideous .. yet they are happy the way they are .. their relationship suffered when they tried to change themselves to be who they are not .. eventually they decided to stay just the way they were and they lived happily ever after..

Well it IS a fairytale after all .. doesn't werk in real life man!! to make myself feel good i have to look good .. its so depressing when i try to shop for werk clothes and have no choice but to buy huge t-shirts and aunty styled blouses becoz trendy clothes are not made in sizes for people like me !! even if they did, the price tags goes way beyond my budget ..i no longer look presentable .. i look like a sloppy old hag!!! uwahhhhh

Lilac !!! helpppppp

Wistful for Love
11:35 PM |

Been busy wif werk as usual ..now more than ever I have to werk more OT ... so many financial matters to be settled...

It seems like there is no ending to debts is there?? Living in Singapore is juz like living wif loansharks man!!! Money comes in thru only one channel but so many outgoing channels ... arghh!!!Get my pay today and in less than an hour, all gone!! Bills here and there!!! And I have only 1 son!!! Imagine if I were to have 9 kids like my parents had!!! wahhh I think I would have to wear gunny sacks for clothes if tat ever happens!!! No money to buy clothes!!!!

erkekek I admire my parents and parents of the generations back..so many kids yet they can provide everything for all their kids.. complete wif holidays somemore!!! My late Abah used to bring the whole family on a short trip every holiday!I haven't even had a holiday since I got married!! Not counting the honeymoon of coz!! Even that was like in a tight budget!!!!!

I remember my late Abah werked so hard to make a living and he taught me to have a simple life.. I guess thru him, I 've learnt to be simple and know what it means to lead a hard life..I dunno how my son will turn out ..

Kids nowadays have it so easy for them ... so pampered.. imagine a primary school kid carrying the latest handphone!! I was werking for about 3 years before I finally had my own handphone...The pekak model somemore!! erkekeke well thats life I guess...

Wistful for Love
11:15 PM |