Been sometime time since I've blogged huh?? Been busy wif work and wat nots.. hmm My driving lessons are getting from bad to worse.. it seems that my driving are getting worse as I go thru more lessons... mebbe its becoz i have poor driving skills and plus the fact that i can't seem to "click" with my instructor? My test date is too near now for me to change instructors but IF i do fail my TP test, I definitely will change instructor!!
Enrolled my baby into a Pre-madrasah playgroup for every Sunday. It was a very tough decision for me as he is still very young but i pushed aside all my hesitations and just enrolled him becoz i want him to be exposed into meeting other kids and learning to share and learning about Islam since my own religious knowledge is near to zilch! heheh
So my time is now getting filled up ... i intend to take up more things so that I dun have anymore time to be depressed or down!
Wistful for Love
1:06 PM
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Didn't feel like blogging yesterday.. dun noe why but I've been feeling really exhausted the past few days!Both mentally and physically. Need a break?? I think so. Need to go out wif some gerlfrens and just chill!!
I dun noe about other mums but at times I feel I really need some time of my own.Time where theres only me, no baby and no hubby. To just be wif a gerlfen and treat it like my carefree single hood days and chit chat and chill like nobody's business...Its just so tiring to always have to have a shadow tagging along wif ya wherever U go.Now my life revolves only around work and home.. how boring is that?
As much as I lurve my baby, I need to put him out of my mind for a while. But its a pity I dun have frens who are willing to do the same for themselves. So in the end I still dun have my own "Nanie " time and end up feeling depressed and sorry for myself again!! sigh!!
Wistful for Love
8:27 AM
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Well its rather unusual isn't it for me to be in at this late hour? Erkeke my hubby managed to finally set up the net at home ..hooorayy!!!
Had a bad day during my driving lesson today! Did very badly for everything. Somehow, I managed to forget everything tat I've learnt and almost got myself into an accident twice or thrice!! If only the bloody instructor won't keep on harping at me!!! I admit my reflexes were slow and I have problems with regulating my speed but its only 4th lesson!! Geesshh!!
Anyway, werk wasn't so bad today.Unlike YEsterday!!! After filling u guys in, the werk load didn't stop coming in till 6.30pm! I didn't even have time to eat or even go to the loo!!! I was so tired I fell asleep rite after putting my baby to sleep...
Wistful for Love
11:35 PM
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Monday's here again ...I like Mondays contra to most people.. why?? Coz on Mondays, I'm really busy and time really flies... so I get to go home faster erkekekekek ... to get back to my baby and hug him and kiss him and play wif him...
Guess wat? I enrolled him in a baby contest on Saturday but he didn't do too well .. he was cranky and acting up as he always does on Saturdays. He won't sing when he was supposd to nor would he dance like he usually does but when it wasn't his turn, he climbs onto the stage and prances around like nobody's business.. and he even touched the MC's bum!! She screamed blue murder man!! erkekeke and I won first prize!!! Ironic isn't it?? erkekek I took part in the family challenge wif my cuzzin and won! But we had fun coz it was one of those times when 4 families get together and have fun together.. it has been a loooooonnggg time since we did that ...
Made me think of wanting to organize a chalet for my family but hmmmm mebbe later in the year?? erkekeke Ok then... better get down to werk before the pigs start coming in !! ehehe
Wistful for Love
8:26 AM
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I'm back from a day's leave...Had to babysit my baby coz my in laws had a medical check up yesterday ..today my baby's back at his grannys.. might not fetch him today if I'm too tired even though I miss him terribly...
Can't think of anything much to say coz my brains not werking like usual... see ya Monday!!
Wistful for Love
11:49 AM
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Had poor sleep last nite.. was all alone in the house.. my hubby werked nite shift and my baby is at his grannys.. kept hearing and imagining things .. boy! I almost packed my stuff and ran out of the house ..erkekekeke
I had a nice experience yesterday chatting wif my niece like I've told you people earlier. Afterwards, I chatted wif my bro in law. We talked quite a bit about werk and life... I was thinking, its funny that we usually find easier to talk to someone when we dun have to face them huh?? In this era where communication is a BIG thing, we seldom talk to our loved ones but yet when we dun have to see each other face to face, there's so much to talk about...
Take me and my hubby for example, we can be in the same house yet seldom find the time to really sit down and talk. He might be watching tv or surfing on his pc and I would be doing the housewerk or playing wif my baby. Yet, when we are at werk, we keep on "sms" ing each other or chat on the msn. Then there seems to be tons of things we need to talk about ... Or is it just us?
Yet I come from a family where we are always talking. At times, everybody seem to be talking at the same time... now that everyones grown up and married, I miss that kinda of life. My hubby came from a family where everyone seems to keep to themselves and I tend to become one of them when I go there. Me?? The usually noisy chatty Nanie?? hmmmm ???
Wistful for Love
8:30 AM
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Guess wat?? The a****** at werk didn't approve my applying timeoff. So I have to go back on time... sigh..I'm so tired of the people at my werkplace..If times were better and if I didn't need this job so bad I won't put up with their nonsense.. Alas.. I have a sick mum and a child to feed ...but I will persevere and will not resort to bootlicking in order to keep my job.. if they are biased against me, well like the chinese say,
Hao xin hui you hao bao;meaning Good begets good. You do a good deed you will get good returns..
Yo people any good job offerings?? erkekeke actually I had several job offers but the thing is my hubby discouraged me coz he's scared that within a few months of employment the company might sack me due to the slow market nowadays...
I envy some people my age who are so stabilized and are enjoying their lives...when will I enjoy that kinda life? I can't even afford to go on a short holiday even if its to Malaysia... my poor baby.. I dun know if I will be able to give him a good life like his peers will be enjoying ...
Wistful for Love
1:14 PM
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Morningzzzzz... if I can call it morning... had very little sleep today .. sent my mum to hospital last nite and came back this morning ...took a short nap then had to get ready for werk .. boy am I bushed!! I feel like a zombie now!!!!
Missed my boy so much... so tried to call him at his granny's place but he was out!! sigh... BUT ..had the chance to chat my my niece, Zaza on MSN... it was rather refreshing to chat wif her since we usually dun talk much when we see each other which is also not much anyway... Zaza,It was nice chatting wif ya and who knows we might build a better rapport after this??
Ok Nanie!! back to werk now!! By the way, I'll be knocking off at 3pm today..gotto go to the hospital and visit my mum ,then rush home and cook for my hubby... see ya later if I have the time!
Wistful for Love
10:07 AM
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OK people .. I finally have some free time..well its actually my lunchtime!!! Ok so what have I been up to the past few days???
Well like I mentioned earlier, On Saturday I went for that invitation.. I was late but I was not last like I expected... Yan U always will have the title of the star karatzzz erkekeke ....
ok people something cropped up and I have to stop here for now...
Wistful for Love
12:06 PM
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Ok people.. I'm back in the house after a day of Medical leave...not that I purposedly did it but really cant bear the pain... had the runs lah heheh
So back at werk today up to my neck with paperwork... dun even have time to take a leek but of coz I spared some time to drop some words here ,...hehehe..
Ok people, catch up wif ya later when I have more time to spare although I doubt vey much so ..
Wistful for Love
10:00 AM
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Yo people! i'm stealing some time here at my in laws place... am already late for an invitation and its all becoz my baby slept late and just woke up ... had to wait for my bro in law to finish using the pc.
Went for my second driving lesson today... wasn't that bad considering that my last lesson was more than a week ago..tot i would have forgotten and would be awkward at changing shifts but i'm pleasantly surprised i did a lot better than i expected... I drove rather far today up .. Got complimented by my instructor...he said I was doing rather well hehhe..
so got to get ready and go out ...heheh ok gerls if I'm late u should know why...hehhe see ya on monday.
Wistful for Love
5:13 PM
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Damn it!!! F*** the a**holes at werk ... so fed up already .. lucky I'm off for the weekend. Got bombarded one after another today. Why am I always the victim?? Why are they always targeting me?
Arghhhhhhhhh ... ok people ..see u on Monday. Cant stand another minute in the office..
Wistful for Love
6:02 PM
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Hoooorayyyyy !! Its Friday !! the weekend is waving to me!! But that means no blogging for me..... uwahhhhhhhhh!! Gotto go pay the damned internet bill soon or I'll go crazy.
Hey Lilac, I can't sleep too well either. Although I had no problems falling asleep after A.I. 3,my slumber was restless and kept waking up at intervals. Dun ask my why? But everytime my baby is away from me, I dun sleep easy. Or mebbe its becoz my hubby switched on the lights and made a hell of a lotta noise repairing his laptop.Humphhhh!!!
Gonna meet up wif moi sistas tomorrow ... gonna see my new god daughter... can't wait.....
OK! been blogging long enuf... back to werk Nanie!! Before the pigs starting oinking!!!
Wistful for Love
9:54 AM
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Almost the end of the werk week. Cant wait for it to end. Each day at werk is hell for me. Being treated like an outcast doesn't help much. Lucky there's some people who brighten up my day at werk ... and THANK GOD for msn messenger and the internet!! Busy as I am, I'll still steal some time to break loose from these idiots at werk and the piles of paperwerk waiting for me...
Ok.. so there's been some changes in my blog. no longer copyrighted from Lilacs..erkekek creditsto Freon and Lilac for helping get this started and making it mine...
OK so my darling baby's been babynapped again and I won't see him till Saturday! THATS TWO DAYS AWAY!!!! arghhhhh ...God help me till then...
Wistful for Love
4:25 PM
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Nothing much happening today besides the norm Monday blues. 'cept for the fact that I was so fed up wif my life. I had to take care of my mum and son. Not forgetting the housewerk and stuff. My mum shitted all over herself and her room. Had hell of a time cleaning up,trying so hard not to vomit over her. Dun get me wrong, I'm not doing it unwillingly. Taking care of my mum I mean but at times its just so tiring juggling between my mum, hubby,son ,werk and housewerk. Thats besides having to think about financial matters. Well, my werk day is not over yet so I might be adding more miserable details later on ... keep a watch out!!
Wistful for Love
2:00 PM
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